I crumble at my very lapses,
I say no to every chances,
I sink deeper and deeper as the minutes passes.
Pull me out my mind screams,
But touch me not my body pleads,
Doom is all i breathe,
It is glaring in everything i see.
Freedom i desperately seek,
But a slave i am to this overwhelming need,
That has consumed my mind and my very being,
And taken my will to heal.
Can i be saved from this,
I doubt if i ever will,
For i am just an unrepentant addict,
With a hunger as deep as the sea.