What controls my actions?
What controls my mood?
I don’t understand myself,
And neither would you.
In a minute i am angry,
And the next minute i am cool,
I act all calm,
But it is just a ruse.
My mind is a mess,
And my thoughts not any less,
I hear voices in my head,
So loud everywhere.
I want it to end,
But this state i cannot comprehend,
For my sanity is on the edge,
And i am afraid of letting it fall,
If this is insanity i can tell it not,
For i am puzzled beyond it all.